Chapter One
Carlos Rangel had been a barber since his late teens, and now twenty-four
years later, he was still cutting hair. He had a two chair setup that
fronted on Cypress Avenue in Cypress Park. The shop was located in
what used to be the garage for the house on the hill behind it. He’d
bought the house and shop on the G. I. bill when he got out of the Navy at
the end of the war nine years ago. The barber he’d bought it
from had moved out to Glendale because he wanted to get out of the city. When
he left the neighborhood, he also left a clientele that Carlos
kept for about five years, but, through attrition and the usual neighborhood
turnover, had disappeared for the most part.
When Carlos
bought the shop, a barber named Bob Jones worked the second chair. Jonesy,
at that point, hadn’t yet gone completely to hell from drinking,
and he had a pretty good clientele. As the troops came home after
the war, the shop got busy and stayed that way for quite a few years. Eventually,
the bottle caught up with Jonesy and he started missing work and leaving
customers, and Carlos, hanging. Finally, one day he didn’t
show up at all, but by then business had tapered off for both of them, so it
was no problem for Carlos to take Jonesy’s customers. Carlos had
been working the shop alone ever since.
Now Carlos
was spending a lot of his time sitting on a stool at the back of the shop playing
his tenor saxophone. About two years ago, when he first realized that
business was slowing down, he decided to use his newfound spare time to learn
how to play the instrument. It was something he’d always wanted
to do. He didn’t quite understand why business was so slow. He
didn’t want to admit that the shop decor was stark and in need of remodeling,
and he also didn’t want to quit playing his horn and get up to do a haircut
when someone walked through the door. That’s how lost in his music
he got sometimes.
He knew
there were things he could do to improve the situation, but somehow he
just couldn’t bring himself to do them. He could see that the
shop looked worn and run down, and that he should get in there and paint and
fix it up, but then he wearied of such thoughts quickly, rather retreating
to the back of the shop with his saxophone. He also never learned how
to cut a good flat top, a style that was popular among the younger crowd of
the time. He couldn’t square the corners and flatten out the top. He
could do butches and crew cuts, but not flat tops. Thus, over the last
few years, he watched as his business dwindled away.
Carlos lived
with his wife, Teresa, and nineteen-year-old daughter, Carmela, in the house
on the hill above the shop. His widowed mother-in-law, Señora
Guevara, who spoke no English, lived in a bungalow a few blocks down the street. He
was thirty-five when his own parents died seven years ago. They were
both heavy smokers, and they died of smoking related ailments within a year
of each other. It was long before that that Carlos himself decided not
to smoke. And he never did. From his earliest days he could remember
not liking the smell of burned tobacco. The house he grew up in was
permeated with it.
Carmela
was probably paying the heaviest price for Carlos’ slowdown. He
barely stayed busy enough to afford a Catholic education for her. The
first years after he got home from the war weren’t too bad because the
shop was busy. It was her high school years, the early ’fifties,
that were the roughest. She’d started grammar school at Santa
Teresita in the old neighborhood eight months after Carlos joined the Navy
and went off to war in the Pacific. She finished grade school at Divine
Saviour in Cypress Park and went to high school at Sacred Heart in Lincoln
Heights. Business started slowing down for Carlos when Carmela was a
sophomore at Sacred Heart, and that was when Teresa got a job as a checker
at the Gateway market down on Avenue Twenty-six, one block off Figueroa.
It was really
because of Teresa’s job that Carmela was able to complete four years
at Sacred Heart. Carlos’ business was fading rapidly, and Jonesy
was spending more and more time in the beer joint down on San Fernando Road,
across the street from the train yard. So Teresa worked hard at the market
because she wanted Carmela to go to college, but when the time came, there
wasn’t yet enough money to send her, so Carmela got a job as a typist
at Occidental Insurance Company downtown not two months after she
graduated from Sacred Heart. Her first semester out of high school,
she took evening classes at Los Angeles City College.
On the slow
days when he knew it wasn’t going to get any better and he needed
a break from his sax, Carlos would cross the street to the little corner
grocery store and hang out with his friend Enríque Contreras who
wasn’t very busy, either. Carlos could see his own shop from the
grocery store, and he kept an eye on it as he wiled away the midday with his
friend. Standing at a certain angle near the front door, he could see
John’s barber shop two blocks down the street. John had recently
put a new sign over his front door. It was a foot high and it stuck out
over the sidewalk three feet. It said FLAT TOPS on both sides in bright
red letters about eight inches high against a white field. Just when
Carlos got relaxed and started enjoying his visit, Señora Guevara came
into the store. The minute she laid eyes on him, she said in her perfect
idiomatic Spanish,
“Why
are you not working, mijito?”
She’d
been calling him that since he was fourteen years old. Señora
Guevara had always treated him with respect and affection, and had loved him
as if he were her own son. Plus, she really didn’t mean to imply
anything by the question.
Nevertheless, questions like that, especially
when they came from her, always made him feel the pressure.
“’Cause
there ain’t no business right now, suegra,” he replied in his own
brand of Spanish.
She was
a slight little woman, but her size didn’t suggest weakness in any way. Carlos
had always been impressed by her strong personality. Her gray hair lent
her an air of authority. She wandered off through the narrow aisles of
the tiny grocery store, and Carlos and Enríque picked up their
conversation as soon as she was gone. She bought a pound bag of pinto
beans, a can of Ortega chiles and a half dozen flour tortillas. Then
the two men watched as she walked off, back toward Divine Saviour. She
made an afternoon visit to the church every day to light a votive candle in
memory of her late husband.
Carlos looked
over at his shop and saw his wife coming down the stairs from the house
on her way to work. Like her mother, Teresa was not a big woman. Señora
Guevara wasn’t overweight, but she was a little heavier than her daughter. Teresa
still looked quite young with her long, dark hair and petite figure. Carlos
went back across the street. They met in front of his shop. Standing
together they were a study in opposites when it came to complexion. Carlos
was the lightest, Teresa the darkest. Carmela and her grandmother were
somewhere between the two. All three women were beauties.
“See
you at dinner, Carlitos,” Teresa said.
“Okay,
honey.”
They kissed
and parted. He went up the stairs to the house. From inside he
kept an eye on the front door of the shop, although he wasn’t sure why
he needed to, since nobody went in during the whole time he was up there.
He went
to the kitchen and heated some refried beans in a sauce pan and made himself
a salsa of diced Ortega green chiles, tomatoes and onions. Then
he heated two flour tortillas over the open flame of the burner on the gas
stove. He sat at the dining room table and looked down at the shop while
he ate his burritos with whole jalapeño chiles on the side. Two
customers had gone into Contreras’ place, and they both came out carrying
medium size bags of groceries. Carlos was glad to see that at least
Contreras was doing some business.
When he
stepped back onto the sidewalk, Jaime, the old retired hod carrier whose
wife had died from cancer just last year, approached. Jaime had lived
in the neighborhood for thirty years, up the hill on Isabel Street, and he
was one of Señor Guevara’s (Carlos’ late father-in-law)
cronies. As far as Carlos knew, he’d never gone to any other barber
shop as long as he’d lived there.
“You
got time for a haircut?” he asked as Carlos came face to face with him.
“Sure. Go ’head
on in.”
He stood
aside allowing Jaime to enter ahead of him. Customers like Jaime would
always come to Carlos no matter what. His shop, with its worn twenty-year-old
barber chairs, waiting chairs with cracked vinyl upholstery taped one time
too many, and the mirrors spattered with water, was familiar and comfortable
territory for the likes of Jaime, and he would go there even when he didn’t
need a haircut to hang out in much the same way Carlos had gone across
the street before lunch to hang around with Contreras. He’d tell
Carlos all about his wife, how wonderful she’d been, how she’d
died a slow, painful death. Carlos was getting a little tired of the
story, but he listened politely, nevertheless, because he realized that
Jaime needed to tell someone. Contreras was a good listener too, and
Jaime would sometimes go across the street when he left the barber shop. He’d
tell Enríque the same story.
Carlos cut
his hair in about twenty minutes and collected a dollar and a quarter
for the job. When Jaime left and headed across the street, Carlos swept
the floor, picked up a National Geographic from the dusty stack
on the end table at the rear of the shop, walked back up front, and sat
down in his chair in the front window.
At three-thirty
after school got out, Rudy, a fifth grader from Divine Saviour sat down in
the chair and asked for a butch. Now, that was one Carlos could do. Fifteen
minutes later the boy walked out of the shop running his hand over his newly
butched head.
As Carlos
was sweeping the floor, he saw the guy from the Herald Express deliver
the Eight Star edition to Contreras’ store. He put the broom away
in the back and crossed the street. He pulled one of the papers out of
the metal rack as he entered the store.
Contreras
sat like Buddha behind his counter. Carlos grabbed the extra stool and
sat down, handing Contreras the front page as he kept the sports section. For
the next half hour they read, exchanging sections as they finished reading
them. Carlos glanced at his front door from time to time, but no one
entered. The OPEN sign in the window glared in the afternoon sun.
“¡Híjola!” Carlos
said. “Art Aragón wants to get in the ring with Carmine
Basilio.”
“Really? Pinchi
Metsican’s go’n’a get his ass kicked, eh. Ain’t
no way Golden Boy’s go’n’a beat Basilio.”
“Es
verdad, eh. What the hell, if he thinks he can beat ’im, why not
just go ’head on and fight ’im?”
“I
guess, but what’s in it for Basilio? Ain’t no title on the
line. How big could the purse be?”
When they
finished reading the paper, Contreras put it back together and Carlos
walked it outside and put it in the rack. As he re-entered the store,
a fifty-three Chevy convertible with four teenagers in it passed by.
“Look
at that, eh. Kids, and they got a new car! I ain’t got a
car. You got a car?” asked the portly grocer, rhetorically.
“Yuh
know I ain’t got one,” Carlos replied. “Can’t
afford it, eh.”
“I
can’t believe it. Me and you got’a take the streetcar, and
they got their own car. Ain’t no justice.”
“Rich
gavachos from Eagle Rock. Prob’ly their father’s car.”
Carlos stayed
and talked with Enríque until almost five o’clock when a
young man he’d never seen around the neighborhood before approached
his front door. He said so long to the grocer and crossed the street. The
stranger had entered on his own, and Carlos arrived at the door right after
it closed. He opened it and went in to find the stranger standing in
the middle of the shop looking around.
“Hi,
need a haircut?”
“Yeah.”
“Have
a seat right here.”
Carlos picked
up the haircloth and indicated with his open right hand for the young
man to sit.
“How
yuh want it?” he asked.
“Longer
in back so I can have a duck tail. Square it on the neck?”
“How
yuh want the sideburns?”
“Leave ’em
long. And just trim the top.”
“You
live around here?” Carlos asked as he began cutting the hair. “Ain’t
never seen yuh before.”
“I
live up in Glassell Park near Saint Bernard’s. I go by here every
day on the streetcar on my way to work and back home.”
“Really? Where
yuh work?”
“Clifton’s
cafeteria on Broadway. I see your shop all the time from the streetcar. Wanted
to stop for a haircut, but never had time.”
“What’s
your name?”
“Peter. You
Carlos?”
“That’s
right. How long yuh been working at Clifton’s?”
“Couple
years but it’s only temporary. I’m lookin’ for somethin’ better.”
“Pay
pretty good?”
“Nah. Best
parta’ the job, y’r meals’er included, and the food’s
good.”
And so the
conversation went for twenty minutes. Barber shop small talk, Carlos
called it. When he finished the haircut and got his dollar and a quarter,
he did his last clean-up for the day, and got ready to close up.
He fooled
around with his horn till a quarter to six. That was when Carmela
got off the streetcar and poked her head in the front door. She was
a younger version of her mother and grandmother small, dark (but not quite
as dark as Teresa), and beautiful. Carlos thought his daughter looked
a little like Rita Moreno. On those nights when she didn’t have
a class at City, her arrival home was Carlos’ signal to turn the sign
around, lock the front door and count the money in the till. He only
made seven dollars and twenty-five cents that day. Five haircuts for
a dollar and a quarter, and one, the boy because he was under twelve,
for a dollar. No tips.
He stood
over the sink and splashed warm water on his face. As he blotted himself
dry with the hand towel, he looked in the mirror. His dark brown eyes
looked weary, incipient crow’s feet at the corners. He’d
always thought the slow days made him more tired than the busy ones. His
black hair was still thick and full on top, but it was getting gray at the
temples. His mustache was getting gray, too.
He took
his saxophone upstairs. As he entered the living room, he could
see Carmela through the kitchen door starting dinner. After he got his
slippers on, he sat at the dining room table, and talked to his daughter.
“How
was your day?” he asked.
“Pretty
hectic, but not boring for that reason. I typed correspondence all day. I
bet I’m typing sixty to eighty words a minute.”
“’Sounds
like you’re gettin’ good.”
He felt
guilty when he heard how hard she worked. It made him feel like he wasn’t
holding up his end. But it also motivated him temporarily. Once
again, he thought briefly about remodeling the shop.
Teresa arrived
at six-fifteen. She went to the bathroom and cleaned up for dinner. When
she came out, the shrimp salad Carmela had been fixing was ready.
As they
ate dinner, Carlos said to Teresa, “Store busy?”
“Real
busy. How ’bout your shop?”
“Just
the opposite. Real slow.”
“Too
badt.”
“I did pick
up a new customer at the end of the day. A young kid from over in Glassell
Park. Says he’s go’n’a come back next time. Who
knows? Maybe my luck’s changing, and I’m go’n’a
start getting busy again. Oh, by the way, I saw your mother over
Enríque’s store earlier, just before you left for work.”
“Oh,
how is Grandma?” Carmela asked. “I haven’t seen
her since Sunday Mass.”
“She’s
doing good.”
“She
came by the Gateway after her church visit,” Teresa said. “I
was too busy to talk to her. She left when she saw I couldn’t talk. You
comeen to walk home with me tonight?”
It was October,
and the days were getting shorter, the time of year when Carlos began taking
his late night walks to the Gateway to meet Teresa and walk her home.
“I’ll
be there. Wan’a go, Carmela?”
“Sí,
Papá.”
They finished
eating in silence, and then Teresa headed back to work. As Carmela studied
in her room, Carlos sat next to his radio in the living room and tuned in to
his favorite jazz station out of South Central. After a while he turned
the radio off and practiced on his horn. At nine-thirty he and Carmela
were out the door.
Teresa’s
night had been just as busy as her afternoon, and she was talking a mile a
minute, telling them about it on the walk home.
“I’m
so tiredt,” she said. “Better to be busy ’cause it
goes by quick.”
“Always
said that about my job.”
“The
big news today was we’re getteen a new manager. They’re
transferreen Mister Delbert to another store. It’s been a rumor
for a while, but they made it official today. I hope the new manager
is as goodt as Mister Delbert.”
They got
back home at ten-fifteen. They listened to the last few minutes (mostly
sports and weather) of the late news on the radio. Teresa and Carmela
turned in at ten-thirty. Carlos wasn’t sleepy, so he decided to
go out for a walk before going to bed.
He headed
down Cypress, and when he got to John’s shop, he stopped and looked in. It
was clean as a pin. John had recently painted and put down a new floor. His
sinks and chairs were old, but cleaned-up and in good shape, and they looked
good in the re-decorated setting. His and Bob’s licenses hung above
their backbars in glass frames with their names engraved on them in old English
lettering. His magazines were stacked neatly on the table next to his
waiting chairs. Carlos stepped back and looked at the new sign hanging
over John’s door.
“Got’a
learn how to do flat tops,”he mumbled to himself.
He turned
and headed back home. It was eleven-thirty when he re-entered the quiet
house. He went into the bathroom, washed his face and brushed his teeth. Then
he went into the bedroom and stood in the darkness, listening to Teresa’s
even sleep-breathing for a couple of minutes before climbing into the bed next
to her. As he did so, he disturbed her into consciousness, and she said,
“Where
didt you go?”
“Took
a walk. Went down and looked at John’s shop. He’s fixed
it up. Looks real nice. Got’a start thinking about redecorating.”
“Yes,
you shouldt, and I couldt halp.”
“Only
problem is where’m I go’n’a get the cash? Ain’t
got it. Damn sure ain’t making it.”
“I
can halp,” Teresa said.
“Don’t
wan’a spend your money. You’re a real sweetheart for offering,
but you should use your money for yourself and for Carmela.”
“Listen,
we been together too long to start divideen our money up now. It’s
not my money; it’s our money.”
“But
it would make me too dependent on you.”
“We’re
dependent on each other. We’re in this together, and right
now I think we got’a get your barber shop goeen again. Only way
to do it is together. After we fix it up, you’ll be busy again.”
“Makes
sense. I still don’t like the idea of not doin’ it all myself. Guess
I ain’t got a choice. Right?”
“Carlitos,
mi querido, we got’a get you busy again, and this is the only way.”
He knew
she was right, but he still resisted in his heart. He couldn’t
resist out loud anymore, so he was silent, and after a little while they both
drifted off to sleep.
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